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Not Forever, But For Now

by Funayūrei

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1.
Empress 04:40
i’ll tell you a secret forbidden fruit tastes the sweetest i tried so hard to fight these feelings some mistakes are worth repeating if you want to escape you and i can run away i don’t care what they say let me be yours just for today i would risk it all for you there’s nothing i wouldn’t do i am only yours to use hopelessly enslaved to you i have something to confess i wish you were with me instead be the one lighting my cigarette inhaling your smoke is as close as i’ll get i could be all you need give you every piece of me begging you, pretty please you are fresh air, i’m suffocating i would risk it all for you there’s nothing i wouldn’t do i am only yours to use hopelessly enslaved to you someone put your fire out who will burn my bridges now? i’ll get through to you somehow should i say these things out loud? they’ll all know about us now rumors tend to get around i don’t care, i’ll scream it out i would rather burn than drown i would risk it all for you there’s nothing i wouldn’t do i am only yours to use hopelessly enslaved to you
2.
i extinguished my twin flame treated love like i had rigged the game i won the lottery but still the hole in me said to gamble it away i had a picture perfect life picket fence and a trophy wife better than a dream, never needed sleep now i push the light away i’ll never be as happy as i was in your camry it was my taxi to the clouds i miss you so damn badly hope you’re good in miami i hope he gave you a crown i know karma all too well she‘s in my sleep and owns my soul she’s always watching me, i even hear her breathe she even calls me by name i’ll never be as happy as i was in your camry it was my taxi to the clouds i miss you so damn badly hope you’re good in miami i hope he gave you a crown i dream about the warm nights, good times working through our worst nights regretting all the white lies, bad fights wasting your time i’ll never be as happy as i was in your camry it was my taxi to the clouds i miss you so damn badly hope you’re good in miami i hope he gave you a crown
3.
For Now 03:51
it’s not what i wanted but it’ll do for now i’ve been so exhausted love has me worn down it’s not that i need you but i’m dying to find out i’m pleased to release you if you have your doubts let me know when you’re alone i’ll be waiting by the phone all i want to do, is get close to you i bet the gamble’s worth the cost you have me exactly in the palm of your hand entice me, excite me it’s your passion i demand let me know when you’re alone i’ll be waiting by the phone all i want to do, is get close to you i bet the gamble’s worth the cost not forever, but for now let me know when you’re alone i’ll be waiting by the phone all i want to do, is get close to you i bet the gamble’s worth the cost let me know when you’re alone i’ll be waiting by the phone all i want to do, is get close to you i bet the gamble’s worth the cost
4.
Loner 03:56
loneliness doesn’t go away, it lingers the only thing that’ll numb the pain, is your fingers i get a chill down my spine just thinking about it there’s no control when i’m alone, there’s no way around it need someone like you who knows what to say i’ve been alone in my room thinking about all i’m missing i know what you want to assume but i’m really just reminiscing when it comes to love, i could do better you’re so quick to walk away, it figures i’ve learned to live with heartache, i’m bitter i came so close to finally letting you in let me know if i can show you how it’s worth it don’t know what to do to make you stay i feel alone in your room thinking about all you’re missing i know what you want to assume but it’s really just wishful thinking when it comes to love, i should know better back to square one, starting over i only have myself to blame that’s why i’d rather be a loner when i’m in love i don’t think straight i could have been your everything, your winner but i am just a voice in the wind, a whisper i’ll go back to what i know, return to the silence say you’re better off alone, but i don’t buy it i hope i can prove it’s better this way back to square one, starting over i only have myself to blame that’s why i’d rather be a loner when i’m in love i don’t think straight
5.
Sex Tape 03:46
i’m bad luck, i’m just a dream wake me up when you love me edges rough, i’m so ugly you call me when you’re lonely my patterns are not healthy you don’t want to be around me i just want something in between i want to cross that boundary i wanna fill this space between us i wanna fill this space between us baby please, don’t go i’ll miss you endlessly and if you go, go slow leave me with your memory i wanna fill this space between us i wanna fill this space between us when you ignore me it’s the worst i can’t pretend it doesn’t hurt you make indifference seem easy what more do you want from me and i’ll be good until you’re gone i’m used to being on my own i’ve been hurt by girls like you who took what they wanted to i wanna fill this space between us i wanna fill this space between us baby please, don’t go i’ll miss you endlessly and if you go, go slow leave me with your memory
6.
running breathlessly away i’m not falling, it’s too late filling up this empty space it feels so good to have to wait don’t wanna give you the wrong impression just want to give you all my attention i need to find a way to freeze the tension if i kiss you will it ruin our friendship? you won’t even look at me i only see you in my sleep jealousy is bittersweet between what is and what could be don’t wanna give you the wrong impression i just wanted to get your attention before you go, let me ask you a question when i kissed you, did it ruin our friendship? i’m a ghost without a house to haunt you have the soul i thought i had lost meet me in the space where hate begins and love leaves off i’m begging for you, i’m ready to crawl i really hate to see you leave you belong here next to me i know you think i’m just naive but you’ve got to believe me don’t wanna give you the wrong impression just want to give you all my attention i need to find a way to freeze the tension if i kiss you will it ruin our friendship?
7.
now we’re fighting like we always do but this time i don’t know if we’ll make it through saying things i don’t mean or even think are true i’m so sick of always hurting you we’ll apologize and we’ll make up things have changed, and love’s a game that plays us on my knees, begging for my freedom if i break its cuz i gave my last piece to us x2 i know it’s hard for you to trust me i stick around but my strength was never loyalty i don’t know what you ever even saw in me i’m the sun that burns the autumn leaves x2 i swear it’s fate even when we’re breaking up i wanna see your face when i wake up i don’t care what anyone thinks of us i don’t care what anyone thinks of us if you love me like you say you do why don’t you ever tell me the truth i wanna be the love you hate to lose i wanna be the love you hate to lose your sheets are stained from traces of my makeup but don’t worry, i’ll be gone before you wake up it always seems like we always take the path more beaten up i really hate how mean we’ve become x2 i swear it’s fate even when we’re breaking up i wanna see your face when i wake up i don’t care what anyone thinks of us i don’t care what anyone thinks of us if you love me like you say you do why can’t you ever just tell me the truth i wanna be the love you hate to lose i wanna be the love you hate to lose please don’t disappear i need you right here please don’t disappear
8.
All to You 03:51
if you like that i’ll move even lower take my time and then flip you over when you’re close i’ll go even slower never done we only get closer every time it’s getting more risky call the shots and i’ll do your bidding go and take i’ll do the giving don’t hesitate you know that i’m willing i don’t mind the pain when it’s caused by you when it’s caused by you i can give it up give it all to you give it all to you if you want i’ll be your good girl you see the lines i want them more blurred risk it all i don’t need a safe word no holding back i don’t care if it hurts we both know i’m a sucker for teasing lose my mind when i hear you breathing your love is what i’ve been needing the pain you cause is so pleasing i don’t mind the pain when it’s caused by you when it’s caused by you i can give it up give it all to you give it all to you
9.
Dirge 03:08
did it feel good what you wanted all my time was completely wasted were you lonely it meant nothing you just wanted to feel holy we have drifted out of touch i never meant that much was it timing not meant to be either way you never loved me i’ll forget you like a scar while you go back to her we have drifted out of touch i never meant that much i won’t learn to trust or ever be enough
10.
dressed in all black hide the light that’s underneath they turn their heads my blue eyes turn to green i’m young and careless you’re wise and out of reach your flame is endless i burn up in your heat you’re not like them and you never will be where have you been your warmth is what i need i’m far from perfect but i try my best to be you make me nervous look away when you look at me i’ll wait all night stay up till morning just for the chance the chance you’ll think of me intoxicating i get high off your perfume my mind is racing thinking of what i would do to you you have me by the throat you know exactly what i’m into all i think about is all the things i wanna do to you what i would do to you

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released August 6, 2021

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